Swimming in the sea of life

The sun is quickly fading and I will be here alone in the darkness, trying to stay afloat. Wouldn’t it be easier to just surrender, go under and fade out?

 

Sometimes it feels like drowning, with nothing to hold on to. The sun is quickly fading and I will be here alone in the darkness, trying to stay afloat.

Wouldn’t it be easier to just surrender, go under and fade out?

Maybe, maybe not, for I realised that the drive to survive is very strong, it is in me anyway.  I have not given up hope yet. So begins the journey, or should I say the journey started the day I took my first breath and will end with the last.

This is the middle but it feels like I am only starting, only waking up from a long sleep with the vague recollection of a dream, shadow figures of people I once knew, of a life..

Was that mine? Was it me?

“A Journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.”  Lao Tzu

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